Friday, September 30, 2011

Equipment Talk

I've been doing lots of research on http://www.leckey.com/, http://www.pridemobility.com/quantum/manualwheelchairs/kids_fast.asp and http://www.primeengineering.com/. The products we have been looking at are the Mygo Seating System, the Squiggles Seating System and the Kids Fast/Kids Rock (all stroller/seating systems) and the KidWalk (a walker). Melody recently brought a Mygo Seating System on a Hi-low chassis, pictured below. The demo she brought is not sized for Tessa, but it at least gave us an idea of the options that are available for us. Tessa desperately needs a more comfortable seating option than the strollers we use now. We trade off using a Graco Travel system stroller and Jogging stroller that we have had since Parker was born, and the Maxi Cosi stroller (pictured below) that we got for the option to have her face us instead of out. The Maxi Cosi has been a great option, but Tessa is getting stronger and postures into extension so much while she is in it...that it is very difficult to keep her comfortable and in a good position. Our goal is to get Tessa a Dynamic seating system that will allow her to move into flexion or extension in the chair while maintaining proper pelvic positioning and therapeutic support. Kids with high-tone like Tessa will stay more comfortable and be able to sit longer in a system that has some give to its frame/structure, than one that sits static and forces them in the position they are in.


Maxi Cosi stroller that we use now



Mygo Seating System on a Hi-low chassis - obviously too big for her, and of course her's would be pink~!





Here is a picture of a Dynamic Seating called a Kids Fast

Kids Fast


Here's a picture of a KidWalk Dynamic Mobility System



Since we're already talking about equipment, here are a few pictures of the too-big-stander they delivered this week. Tessa was such a trooper through the fitting process...especially since it was a bit of a ridiculous attempt anyway!

Sizes 1 and 2 side-by-side




Here's a picture of Tessa in her new Manatee Bath Chair. The blue demo we used didn't have all of the supports like her new red one...she was quite comfortable :)


And finally, here's some pictures of her new DAFOS and shoes we got last night at therapy! Her new splints are basically just like her old ones just bigger and made with a stronger material. Her shoes are decorated with hearts and cupcakes...a cute selection by Ms Joanne.


We have to keep the DAFOS sized a little longer than her foot so she has room to grow, so we went up in shoe size from a 3 to a 5. The shoes will look a little disproportioned for awhile, but it's necessary so that we aren't ordering new splints every time we turn around.




Like I mentioned in a prior post...Tessa is changing SO MUCH! She looks like such a big girl in her new DAFOS and shoes...it's almost a little difficult for this mama to get used to! I guess the realities of moving out of infancy into toddler-hood is hard for any mom...but for some reason, for me, it reinforces some of the physical disabilities and struggles for our little Miss. We are so excited about all of her upcoming opportunities to continue to grow and change! She is a miraculous little girl!


~Whitney

Tuesday, September 27, 2011

A Theme...

I think we have a theme.....P-I-N-K! Ha ha...hope she doesn't grow to hate it!



~Whitney

Some Updates

We have had a busy last couple of weeks with appointments and therapy. I took Tessa to Hearts for Hearing therapy 2 weeks ago on Tuesday the 13th, and after that we went to get her new DAFOS fitted (still waiting for them to be delivered). Then on that Wednesday we had her 6 month follow up with her ophthalmologist, Thursday was PT, and then Friday the 16th was her 6 month follow up with her neurologist.

Ophthalmology
Tessa's doctor said that everything was looking really good with Tessa's eyes! She has made the kind of improvements he had hoped for with her 6 months of growth. Her right eye seems to be getting stronger and stronger on it's own, so still no need for patching or surgery at this point in time. She will probably always have a tendency to have crossing and some shakiness with her eyes, but it isn't all that noticeable, and could still be something that improves with time. We will continue to check up with her doctor every 6 months to make sure she continues making progress.


Neurology/Seizures
Darin and I had talked about discussion points a few weeks before Tessa's neurology appointment and were excited that there really weren't any. The last time we had increased Tessa's seizure medicine was last November...from 0.5 mL to 0.75 mL three times a day. At our last check up in March, Tessa had been doing well on the medicine and hadn't gained much weight, so there wasn't a need to increase her dosage. Tessa finally hit 20 lbs and 30 inches about 3 weeks ago, so she is definitely a much bigger girl than she was last November. And unfortunately, she had her her first noticeable seizure...ironically enough...the same week as her neurology follow up.

Tessa was working really hard at therapy on Tuesday the 13th. She was sitting in a new highchair at therapy and had needed some adjusting to her posture off and on throughout the session. Near the end there was a moment where her head fell forward, then she threw it up and back and her eyes were kinda of rolled back and her eyelids were fluttering. Tami was immediately concerend and asked if I thought she had just had a seizure...and I said no (potentially the under-reaction of the year). We took the highchair tray off and I tried to get Tessa's attention and get her to regroup. She was a little out of it for a bit, but the 'episode' itself seemed to only last like 10-15 seconds. I told Tami I thought maybe she fainted. She had been sitting in a fairly slumped position for some of the session, and I thought maybe she just wasn't getting good oxygen in that position. So, Thursday rolls around and I asked Melody at PT about her thoughts on what might have happened during that 'episode' at HforH. Well, after her thoughts, "duh" came to mind, since she said if Tessa had fainted, her head would have stayed down...it wouldn't have shot up. It seemed to her, from my description, that Tessa more than likely had a seizure. So, needless to say our discussion points changed...ever so slightly...for Friday's neurology appointment.

It's like one of my sister's said "at least there is an easy fix for it, right?"...and that is right! We have increased Tessa's medicine from 0.75 to 1 mL three times a day. We aren't sure if that is enough of an increase yet, so we are still keeping an eye out for more potential seizures to see if we might should increase a bit more. When Tessa was diagnosed last year and made such a profound improvement after starting on her Trileptal, the doctor's couldn't help but question if some of her crying spells for the first 3 months of her life might not have been seizures all along. The 'episode' like seizures have been very few, but Tessa has had a few unusual crying spells recently that have left us questioning. It is definitely a difficult thing to determine, but we are doing our best and are so grateful to have found a medicine that she responds to so well.

Power Mobility Study
Lorrie is coming to the house this Friday afternoon at 3:00 for Tessa's power mobility evaluation. We should know pretty soon after Friday's appointment whether or not Tessa will be in the group that gets a chair for the next year. It would be fabulous news to find out she gets the opportunity to use a chair! We will let everyone know just as soon as we do!

Equipment Delivered
Yesterday was a big day...Tessa's Manatee Bath Chair and Rabbit Stander were finally delivered! It's only been 6 months since we began the process! Unfortunately...it didn't come with the level of excitement we had hoped...they ordered the wrong size stander :( Tessa needs the size 1 stander...and yesterday they delivered a size 2. I was really confused when I got home and saw the technician working on the new on in the garage. The size 1 only comes in a red frame...the one he was working on was a blueish/purple...which is what color the size 2 comes in. Frustrating to say the least...but the good news is that we still have the demo that we have been lucky enough to have for the last several months. So, as long as we can hang onto it, hopefully they can get all of this corrected and Tessa will be in her very own Rabbit stander soon!


In General
Tessa seems to be going through a lot of changes lately. The main side effect of Tessa's seizure medicine is drowsiness, and we do feel like we have seen her deal with this over the last couple weeks. She has had some pretty mellow moments. She has also been going through some crying spells that we can't quite explain. Which we know isn't uncommon with any young child...but her lows can just be really low sometimes and we feel helpless. I really hope that she just tends to overreact a bit (like her mama) and that there isn't anything serious going on, but her overall mood has been consistently down (especially in the evenings) over the last week. We are so thankful that she is growing and changing so much, but with that has come the need to monitor potential seizure activity. We are really ready to have our happy little miss back and hopefully we'll get the dosage of her medicine figured out soon and Tessa will get to feeling a lot better.

It has taken me a week to get this posted ~ its organization is lacking in elegance...but I figure it's better than nothing at this point ;)

~Whitney

Sunday, September 25, 2011

Giggle Videos

Tessa giggling at her Daddy working on her stander!




Tessa giggling at me ripping tags and stickers off her new clothes





Tessa giggling at me taking my lid on and off of my water bottle...silly girl



Love her giggles and love how much they make me love my life!!
~Whitney

Wednesday, September 21, 2011

A Connection Can Melt a Heart

Just when I thought an evening walk couldn't get any better than this...




I looked down and saw this...








These two kiddos just melt my heart! There were several times throughout our walk that Tessa would put her little hand up just high enough for Parker to see it and every time he would reach over to hold it. The ways this big brother ackowledges his little sister are just priceless to me. I am so thankful and blessed to have a front row seat to a connection of such love and acceptance.




~Whitney




Turning Work Into Play!

Daddy-Daughter Walk :)



We figure standers can be fun too...




~Whitney

Saturday, September 17, 2011

Recent Activities

I saw this idea on a friend's blog: it's just a pool noodle cut in half with a slit in the top to hold flash cards. We measured one to fit Tessa's highchair tray...she doesn't do much but just look at them, but the goal will be to have her follow instructions to point out or pick up the correct card one day. She is on her way :)






Tessa has been having fun with her new Caterpillar stackable cups. They are easy for her to get ahold of and it's fun to talk about the colors and the things we can find to go in each of the cups.





Tessa was hanging out with Parker in his bed before bedtime. There is just something about having Parker lay next to Tessa...it's the one position she can be in completely on her own and I think she loves it when he joins her :)




Parker and Tessa working on the iPad...Tessa is a fan of any activity that her brother is involved in ;)


Tessa sitting up like a big girl at therapy ~ working hard on hamstring stretches and some wonderful head control!







~Whitney

Tuesday, September 13, 2011

Things to Remember

I want to jot down a few things (1, 2, 3) from this last week so I don't forget. I'm super bummed at the moment because our computer is out of commission, so I haven't been able to get any pictures or videos uploaded. Hopefully it will be fixed soon so I can get back in the full swing of things.

(1) Me, Parker and Tessa were driving home the other day and out of the blue Parker says "Mommy, how do we walk?" I was really confused for a minute and just responded with "Well, we use our legs and feet to walk." He says "Oh, so Deacon is a baby and crawls, but why doesn't Tessa walk?" (Deacon is our neighbor's 8 month old little boy. He has been motoring around a lot lately and the other day they had him out in the grass letting him crawl around...Parker thought it was the neatest thing.) Anyway, I quickly realized that Parker was a bit confused about watching Deacon move around so much, but not seeing Tessa do any of that. I could not have anticipated such profound perception from my 3 1/2 year old, but I thought fast and replied with "Well bub, Tessa was sick when she was a baby, so it's just going to take her a bit longer to learn how to crawl and walk." He gives somewhat of a disappointing "Yeah." Then I said "But we can help her right? We can help her work hard to learn to walk, just like we help her learn to listen, and see, and play with her toys, and drink from her sippy cup." Then he gave a rather uplifting "Yeah, we can help!"

(2) Tessa had a doctor's appointment last Friday afternoon and afterwards we went and picked Parker up from school. This was the first time I had ever taken Tessa to go get Parker. They were out at the playground, so we went out to find him. The teacher came up and asked if this was my baby and leaned in to talk to Tessa. I was holding Tessa and trying to pay attention to Parker and we were waiting for the teacher to let us into the building to go get Parker's things. Tessa was loving the attention but when I looked back I noticed the teacher looking at me slightly distressed and she said "she won't let go of my finger". Here I was thinking they were just having fun, and then I realized it was actually a very awkward moment. See, when Tessa grabs hold of your finger...she typically doesn't let go. Not only does her tone kick in, but she loves to hold hands...it makes for a deadly combination ;) Anyway, hadn't really considered how awkward it might be for someone to casually hold her hands and then not know exactly how to get her to let go. I am laughing about it today, but it wasn't really all that funny on Friday...a little stressful I guess. It is just so important to me for people to always feel comfortable interacting with Tessa, because if they don't feel comfortable...then they won't talk to her or play with her and I just know it would affect her so deeply. Note to self: monitor Tessa's death-grip with people that are new in her life!

(3) There is somewhat of a theme with Tessa these days...belly laughter at the simple things. She teaches me every day about what really matters in life and her laughter is the sweetest music to my ears. We have been noticing this theme with things like me cutting up my meat on my plate at a restaurant, daddy playing a game on the iPad and moving his fingers up and down on the screen, me tightening my lid on my water bottle, changing Tessa's diaper and reaching for diapers and wipes...there is something consistent about all these things and it's that quick, repetitive movement with our hands. I was telling Darin the other night, I wonder, if after talking with our hands and using our spirit fingers for a year of Tessa's life...if she misses that now. One of the biggest reality checks on how well Tessa is doing with her CI, is the lack of movement we do with our hands to get and keep her attention. We use our voices now...and it has been such a profound change, but I think even still, we forget sometimes. I can't help but think, all of these different kinds of movement, must bring Tessa a huge level of comfort and joy because it is what she knew for so long. I am so thankful at how much things have changed since we activated her CI and I am even more grateful to see that our communication styles of the past still bring her such joy. No body I know embraces change better than Tessa...and what better way to prove that, than to show such intentional delight when glimpses of our past are put before us. I believe she is choosing to not forget the impact they had on her at a time when she needed them the most!

I am so thankful for the most precious and perceptive 3 1/2 year old little boy. I am thankful for the little lessons along the way that will help me continue gracefully down this journey with Tessa. And I am blessed beyond measure, to have belly laughs from a 17 month old amazing little girl, fill my home and my heart like I could have never imagined. I am so thankful for a life where seemingly simple scenarios produce such incredible impact.

~Whitney



Wednesday, September 7, 2011

Power Mobility Study

Exciting stuff - we were told last week about a power mobility study taking place through the University of Oklahoma Health Science Center (OUHSC). They study the 'effects of power mobility on the development and function of young children with severe motor impairments'. Yesterday afternoon, we signed the consent form and authorization for Tessa to participate in this study. It is a year long study with an initial evaluation, a 6 month evaluation and then a final one at the end of the year. The way the study works is that there is a 50/50 chance that Tessa will actually receive a power wheelchair to use over the next year. If she isn't in the group that receives the chairs, she will still have a chance at the end of the study to use a chair for a short time. For years, insurance companies have not approve any kind of power mobility for children under the age of 5. In general, therapists believe that access to power mobility at a younger age, has a tremendous positive effect on children's cognitive development!

Here is some information from the consent form that we signed yesterday for Tessa to participate in the study:

Why Have I Been Asked To Participate In This Study?
Your child has been asked to take part in this trial/study because she has a developmental delay or disability that prevents her from crawling or walking, which makes it difficult or impossible to independently move about and explore environments like most other children can do. Your child's lack of mobility may make it more difficult to learn certain things, such as understanding distances between objects, how to start communication by going up to another person, or how to play with people and objects.

Why Is This Study Being Done?
The purpose of this study is to compare the effects (good and bad) of power mobility with the lack of power mobility on your child and other people with a developmental delay or disability that prevents them from crawling or walking. About 40 people will take part in this study.

What Is Involved In The Study?
Your child will be randomized to receive either power mobility or no power mobility. Randomization means that your child is put in a group by chance. Your child has a 50/50 chance of being in either group. Neither your child nor your early intervention service provider will choose which group she will be in.

Your child's communication, cognitive, self-help, mobility, motor, and social development will be tested. You also will be asked questions about your child's age, developmental condition/diagnosis, and her ability to move independently in various environments, such as home and school. Your family will also be asked questions about depression, socio-economic status, home environment, and parenting stress. The testing sessions will occur in your home and will take approximately four hours.

Power Mobility Group:
If your child is in the power mobility group, project personnel will visit your home to provide structured practice opportunities to teach her to use power mobility. To start with, 1 hour visits will be scheduled 3 times per week for the first month of the study. Then, visits will occur according to the following schedule:
1-hour visits 2 times per week for 4 weeks;
1-hour visits 1 time per week for 4 weeks;
1-hour visits 2 times per month for 4 weeks, and
1-hour visits 1 time per month for the remainder of the study.

Your child's abilities to move the power wheelchair and the amount of time it takes her to meet criteria for independence in power mobility will be measured. Your family will record the amount of practice your child has outside of the structured practice.

No Power Mobility Group:
If your child is in the group that does not receive power mobility, project staff will contact your family on a monthly basis. At the end of 12 months, your child will have the opportunity to try power mobility with the assistance of project staff.

Videotapes and pictures may be taken and used to share the results of the study and to make one videotape about how young children can learn to use power mobility. The pictures and tape may be shown to parents, service providers, university students, and other who are interested in the development of young children.


We would be thrilled for Tessa to have access to power mobility over this next year and to see the kind of cognitive development that might be associated with her ability to use a power wheelchair. Tessa has always shown such an incredible level of understanding with cause and effect and with tools like the iPad, and we really feel like she would blossom with the chance to explore her own environment! I just keep picturing her and Parker playing out on the driveway...chasing each other around one day :)

Our next step is to wait for Tessa's initial evaluation to be done. It will be soon after that, that we will know which group she will fall into for the study. Please be praying with us, that if this would be an appropriate opportunity for Tessa, that she will get to participate. Whether or not Tessa receives a chair for the study, it is huge that we will be involved in a study that produces the kind of evidence we would need to make a case for insurance to potentially approve a power wheelchair for Tessa well before she is 5 years old!

I should say too that WALKING is still and always will be our goal! Participating in this study, in no way means, that we will neglect hard work towards crawling, sitting up and walking. We are actually in the process of getting Tessa a KidWalk Dynamic Mobility System for her to begin to learn how to walk. A power wheelchair would be something that we would incorporate as just one of Tessa's mobility devices.


We actually got to see the power wheelchair that Tessa will be in if she gets chosen to have power mobility. I snapped a couple of pictures. This little chair is in the back of a Ford Edge in these pictures...it is so tiny and quite possibly one of the cutest things I've ever seen!




~Whitney

Tuesday, September 6, 2011

Milestone!

This last week, little Miss Tessa impressed us all ~ she held onto and drank out of her very own sippy cup!!

That's my girl!






~Whitney

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